ADD Emergency

Take a breath.

It feels like an emergency, but it probably isn’t.

ADD makes it feel that way.

Everything feels urgent and like it’s all happening simultaneously. All I seem to do is talk about all the things I’m going to do while the undone things pile up sky-high around me.

But I can sit in ceremony, and I can write this blog. So why is the program the thing I want to put on pause? I think I’m wrong.

I do need to get certification, so I don’t know, maybe I’m not.

I just need to dig myself out of this mountain, even a little.

I just found out my cousin has cancer.

Some people have real problems, they told me at the hospital.

But I had a pelvis broken in five places then, so it was gaslighting. And I am making leaps and bounds in personal healing many seemingly more functional people could only dream of. I know I am; I’m changing internally. But maybe the outside hasn’t caught up yet, because two people today basically told me I was overwhelming them.

On 7 Tijax, the thing that goes is voice noting people when I pop out of the astral.

Take the advice I give to other people: don’t share anything received from the other realms for at least two days.

Wait. Breathe.

Get something done.

I need more help with my ADD.